http://ourstory.com/story.html?v=171374 Ourstory.com http://media.ourstory.com/47/31/71/dc3a7e4e4e799ac302b348956eba04b42f49fa35/96882911ca169a434526cde718eb37de19486e32-t.jpg http://ourstory.com/story.html?v=171374 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=462700 hyoudentai a detailed review of your CD full of hot japanese men as done by me--Buck-Tick "cherry boy"-- the guy from buck-tick reminds me of an asian trent reznor, hot but still...and the dancing girls are hillariousChisato "Cyber Rose"--I LOVE THIS...the cowboy hat and leather pants are totally working for this guy. mmm...i shall call him Juanasian and declare him my japanese boyfriend.Dir-En-Grey refuses to play for the third time. Fake? "Taste Maximum"--OOOOH SEXY. except for that sumo wrestler guy. this video is just...HOT DAMN...outside of the fact that it came off of MTV somewhere. ew. the guy with the bandana looks like an asian axl rose...how do you say "welcome to the jungle" in japanese?Gackt "vanilla (live)" --gackt was my first japanese love. he is like MR's Luna Sea for me. i had to watch this one twice before writing the review. it's SOOOOOOO sexy. im dying from sexy overload. and i love how everything is choreographed, it's like a bsb video gone horrible sexy. and the simulated stuff with the guitarists. HOOOOOOTTTTT...Gackt "vanilla"--i like the live one better, but where can i get a Gackt in a cage? the wardrobe and crazy seizure inducing lighting totally rocks this song. gackt is still sexy.Hide w/ spread beaver "Pink Spider"--i already really liked this song. this video is a marylin manson video gone rainbow. i like it although it's not particularly sexy. i like the matching camo outfits, i want one. and the guitarist is fucking hot. so's the dummer.J "burn out"--i really like this song. and this guy is fucking hot. but the video itself doesn't strike me as being particularly original, like...japanese grunge rock or something...very "smack my bitch up" i think they were both shot in the same sewerLuna Sea "rosier"-- eh. the vid doesn't particularly thrill me. i like the crazy bassist with the orange hair. and the song is AWESOME. it's just not doing it for me sexy wise. Miyavi "girls, be ambitious"--okay. so this guy actually sort of scares me. sexy, in that scary sort of way. hey! doesn't kylie minogue have that dress? the video is original though. i like that. Pierrot "dramatic neo anniversary"-- i like this. the singer guy is sexy. the whole band is pretty hot. the concept is sort of bleh. are all these vids shot in the same white room? im really digging the wardrobe though. Sugizo "lucifer"--only good to be said of this. first of all...yay for padded rooms. yay for trippy 80s backgrounds. yay for sand dunes...like in the doors, jim morrison had that hallucination too! and best of all..mm..sugizo.Sugizo and the spank your juice "super love"-- Sugizo in a pimp suit! crazy 60's imagery. im dying from the hotness over here. this is by far my favorite on the whole CD. i want that damn hat. Wed, 06 Jan 2010 19:23:46 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=462700 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=462123 hyoudentai omg this is the greatest thing ever!!!! jesus is fucking on a pogo stick!! Tue, 05 Jan 2010 19:02:43 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=462123 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=461498 hyoudentai spring break drags on. thank god it's nearly over, im going insane. Name: JessBirthday: 11/26/85Location: my bedMood: rather bored, and coldFavoritesColour: black/silverDecade: the late 70's and 80's, long live disco!Cold Beverage: vanilla coke Hot Beverage: hot chocolateAlcoholic Beverage: vodkaTime of day: mid afternoon-like 3ish, except during the summer, cuz then i like my morningsMovie: Spider-man, The WallBook: False Memory by Dean KoontzTV Show: That 70's Show, Sanford and SonMonth: November. December. January (the only 3 months with decent weather in AZ)Age: 21. all things become legal! woop woop!Piece of Jewlery: my mace, my rockstar bracelet, my spongebob ringRapper: ludacrisRocker: David Gilmour, Art AlexakisBand: Everclear, Pink FloydComedian: the guy from the King Of QueensFinger: the one you throw up when you don't give a fuckFood: pizza, mexicanActor: bob Geldof (if you don't know who this is you are a big stinky loser and you need to IM me and find out)Actress: Angelina JolieRestaraunt: olive gardenTV Channel: MTV2Store: Suncoast, Spencers, Best Buy, Target, Funzy's (shiny things)Smell: vanillaSuperhero/ heroine: spider-manCartoon: Clone High, USASport: hockeySubject: pylosophy, spanishRadio : my big stereoSeason: winterRelative: my brotherBrand Of Clothes: Target?Car: 69 mustang, red, with black leather interiorEither Ordog/cat: dogblonde/brunette: blondelight/dark: darknight/day: nightinside/outside: outsideLamp/candle: smelly candletape/glue: duct tapepen/pencil: penphone/im: imsinging/acting: singingStereo/discman: stereoGay/straight: meh...why would i choose?VH1/MTV/BET:VH1CurrentClothes: jean shorts and a beige t-shirt with frogs on the front that says Catalina IslandAnnoyance: nonugliesLocation: homeTaste: supercuts breathmintSmell: corn dogsWorry: schoolTime: 4:05pmThing I should be doing: reading for history, working on my SAT bookMake up: zippAmusement: the trogdor arcade gameDesire: daveedLoveBoy/Girlfriend: daveedLast Kiss: umm...jeez, i don't knowFirst Kiss: cailonBeen in love: yesVirgin: really? *falls over laughing*1st Thing Comes to mindRed: commi bastardRain: sexyMichael Jackson: space cadet glowSunshine: sun burn Beach: any beach will do reallySocks: Sifle and OllieLove: daveedmoney: don't have anyHurt:adam?FutureCollege: ASUSpouse: yeah, i could go for one of thoseProfession: AP spanish teacherKids: maybe 1 or 2Do You Believe In?Love: yesAt first Sight:no, but lust is fun tooFate: ehHigher Power: noMusic's Power over the soul: yesOne Person's Ability to change the World: ehSanta Claus: noThe Easter Bunny: noTooth Fairy: noAliens: yesMagic: nopeMath: umm yes?Most ImportantQuestion: what is 7x5?Law/Rule: freedom of speechPosession: my dogMiscellaneousLucky Number: 42!Sign: sagitariusBest Friend: *shrug* adam or dave i sposeYour Idol: Art AlexakisYour Theme Song: "amphetimine" by everclear Been Skinny Dipping: nu uhEye Colour: bluePiercings: earsSnore: my dog doesHAVE YOU EVERKissed your cousin: not that i can rememberRan away: yesBroken someone's heart: yesCried when someone died: yesBroken a bone: adamDrank alcohol: yesLied: yesCried in school: yesWHICH IS BETTERCOKE or PEPSI: cpleSPRITE or 7UP: spriteGIRLS or GUYS: lboysFLOWERS or CANDY: flowersSCRUFF or CLEAN SHAVEN: clean.QUIET or LOUD: bothBITCHY or SLUTTY: bitchyTALL or SHORT: tallPANTS or SHORTS: pantsWITH THE OPPOSITE SEXWhat do you notice first? hairLast person you slow-danced with: daveWorst question to be asked: do you give head?THE LAST TIMEShowered: day before yesterdayHad sex: *sigh*Masterbated: todayCussed: todayBrushed you teeth: This morningThrew up: last nightTalked on the Phone: last nightArgued with A friend: last nightWHAT ISYour good luck charm: *shrug*Person you hate most: my dad?DO YOU EVERSit by the phone all night?: noSave AIM conversations?: i have a fewWish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimesCry because of someone's mean words?: yesGet mad for no reason?: YeahPurpously not return phone calls: *coughCAILONcough*okay, i got bored. Mon, 04 Jan 2010 17:57:30 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=461498 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=460234 hyoudentai wow. i feel really really wierd at the moment. i can't explain why though. i was writing in my notebook earlier and i just sort of drifted off. it's an odd feeling. it also just occured to me that i have no idea when exactley st. patrick's day is. does someone wanna fill me in? anyway, my parents went down to hooters. i wish i were going to hooters. hot chicks and good food. jeubus. in other news, i haven't done much of anything today. i worked a little while longer out of my SAT book and kind of started some reading for history. which means, i read about a fourth of the chapter on WW1 that was due on the last day of school. geez. i wanted to get as much of that out of the way as possible before school started, becuz once school starts, i probably won't do any of it, even though we're going to start getting tested on 3 chapters at a time. ugh.i still have another week and a half, why am i already starting to stress out about school. that can't possibly be healthy. in other news...i hate the fact that scott stapp thinks he's jim morrison. it's disgusting. jim was sexy. is...sexy. will always be sexy. stapp is just greasy.ugh....love,jessica Sat, 02 Jan 2010 15:51:46 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=460234 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=459201 hyoudentai *dances crazy hip hop style* i just dropped my siblingerinos off for the day. and im like, can i get a what what? i don't wanna do my chorez though. i probably should. just like i should probably call spoon since i promised i would, but i don't wanna do that either. *shrugs* i am going out today with my babay! yaaaaaaayyyyyy!!!! oi, sorry, apparently the 7 hours of sleep i got didn't bring back my intelligence. ohwell, i don't think it will be necessary to watching Binging Down The House haha...well, this is me going to call the davids and do my chorezzzz...latas folkies.love,jessica Thu, 31 Dec 2009 11:13:38 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=459201 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=457850 hyoudentai ---=S U R V E Y=---?For Starters?What does your name mean? she who will be rich and famousHow old are you? 17How old are you mentally (as in are you mature)? = sometimes 5 sometimes 50Describe yourself in 5 words:funny, charismatic, appealing, depressed, mysteriousWhat are your worst qualities: envy, angerWhat are your best qualities: my abliity to laugh, to make others laugh, and to listen when it's necessaryHow long does it take you get ready in the morning: 10 minutes tops?Sleep?Do you dream at night? all the timeDo you remember your dreams? some of themDescribe one: paul, as the pilsbury dough boy, singing the "kyle's mom is a bitch" song. yeah, i know. wierd huh? What time do you go to bed usually? between midnight and 3.What time do you wake up normally? 6:30What time do you wake on weekends? before 10:30, so i can watch TMNTDo you find waking late nice or annoying? annoyingDo you sleep with one pillow or two? 4, a platypus, and a teddy bear, and a dog?School?Do you like school? I love to hate itWhy/why not? highschool is a bullshit institution not worth the 4 year hell you have to go through.What's your favorite subject? spanish and psychMost hated subject? english.Do you have a favorite teacher? mr reed (psych) sra. gallo (spa) Ever had a crush on a teacher? eew fuck noAre you a Math/Science person or an English/Drama person? drama/spanisj?Friends?Do you have heaps of friends? yes actually, now i doDo you have a best friend? yes, a coupleDo you have more guy friends or more girl friends? guys, girls piss me offDo you ever get annoyed at any friend? steve occassionally, jeremyHave you ever lied to a friend? i try not toHave you ever stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend? no.?Family?Do you like your parents? noEver run away from home? yes.Ever thought about it? yesDo you have any siblings? a bro and a sis. both youngerIf so, do you like or get annoyed with them?annoyed. How old are they? 5 and 7If not, do you mind being an only child? i wanna be an only childDo you feel your parents spoil you? fuck no, neglect and hate is more like itDo you not get along with any of your family? all of itDo you have big family get togetherness ever? no?Sex?Ever had sex? i wishBelieve that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? ehBelieve in casual sex? noWhen do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? when it feels right.?Religion?Do you have a religion? noDo you practice it (i.e. go to church)? yes, i practice being aethiest everyday. bahDo you believe in God? not now.Jesus? of course i believe in steven.Satan? and aaron tooHeaven? heaven is being in his armsHell? our house, in the middle of our streetDoes death scare you? no, i welcome it?Morals?Have you ever been drunk? yesTaken drugs? yesShoplifted? Yes, jesus stickersTried to commit suicide? yesGotten into a fight? yesAre you more innocent or guilty?yesWould you date a drug addict? yesHave you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? yes, myselfAre you discriminatory to anyone? i try not to beHave you been a hypocrite in the past? i try not to beDo you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? open for the most part?Media?Do you watch tons of TV? not usuallyHow many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? one or 2Do you listen to the radio often? all the timeDo you read the newspaper? i skimDo you read magazines? in line at the grocery store.Are you a couch potato? noDo you use the Internet too much? Yes?Music?What's your favorite style of music? anythingDo you play an instrument? guitar, sort of, and violin.Do you sing? yes, not well, but yesWhat's your favorite band/artist? umm..EverclearWhy? becuz i can relateHave you met them before? I will.Name 3 CDs that you've bought in that last year: John Mayer "Room For Squares" NIN "pretty hate machin" and Rolling Stones "40 Licks"Why did you buy them?cuz i had money?Sports?What's your favorite sport? hockeyWhat's your favorite sport to watch? arena footballDo you have a favorite team of any sort? AZ RattlersDo you play a lot of sports? a fewEver won anything for a sport? a litle league football trophy.?Personality?Are you funny or serious? funnyCreative or not? yeahLogical thinker or lateral thinker? lateralAre you outgoing or shy? outgoingAre you lazy or active? little of both depending on my moodHave you ever been hyperactive? yeahAre you a naturally hyperactive person? i used to be, i've mellowed out quite a bit.?Looks?Are you happy with the way you look? sometimesWhat would you change? my stomach, and my teethDo you wear makeup regularly? no, i don't even own anyDo you have a large wardrobe? i have a lot of t-shirts?Money?Do you have a job? Not at the momentDo you like it? i liked my last oneAre you a saver or a spender? little of bothDo you work hard or slack off? Depends on my passion for the task.Have you ever been fired? no, i was "downsized"In trouble at work? yesMade a major mistake? only with my wardrobeEver had money stolen from you? uh huhAre you always broke? more or less?Embarrassing Moments?Your all time most embarrassing moment? *shrug* lots of emEver snorted drink out your nose? yes, dr. pepper, it burnsEver giggled like an idiot? all the timeEver embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? whenever you see someone strutting, they just did something stupidEver said something really stupid? all the timeEver snorted while laughing? yesEver fallen off a bed?yes.Ever sleepwalked? yesEver talked in your sleep? apparently i talk about dirty sex.?Memories?What's your best memory? adam...and...yeah...the night of homecoming, in front of fry'sWorst? cailon, behind hamilton ewWhat's the weirdest memory you have? spitting gatorade all over my aunt's truckDo you have a good memory? yeah?This or that?Nice smiles or nice eyes? eyes.Jeans or skirts? jeansBoots or sneakers? sneakersNatural or make-up? either way.Restaurants or fast food? either wayItalian food or Chinese? italianDark or light eyes? blueStreaked or dyed hair? streakedVampires or Gods? Rawwrrr vampires.Shakespeare or Greek mythology? greek.Milk shakes or floats? floatsDrugs or cigarettes? None, they both suck.Football or cheerleading? footballCake or pie? pie the rest was cut becuz this bites Tue, 29 Dec 2009 08:45:14 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=457850 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=457265 hyoudentai my head is fucking pounding i feel like it's going to fucking explode. and to top it all off, i just got bit by the biggest motherfucking black widow spider i've ever seen in my life. i fucking hate things that bite. it was a male though, so at least im not gonna die, but my foot looks like a grapefruit with toes. *sigh*i hate my life. Mon, 28 Dec 2009 06:20:48 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=457265 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456166 hyoudentai quizzies I'm "Me fail English? That's unpossiible!" Which Ralph Wiggumism are You? by CaB. I'm Gruffi Bear, which Gummi Bear are you? by Clicks and Buzzes I'm Tim as Dr. Frank-n-furter in The Rocky Horror Picture Show,which Tim Curry are you? by Clicks and Buzzesokay so i cheated a little on that last one... Sat, 26 Dec 2009 01:44:27 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456166 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456164 hyoudentai quizzies I'm "Me fail English? That's unpossiible!" Which Ralph Wiggumism are You? by CaB. I'm Gruffi Bear, which Gummi Bear are you? by Clicks and Buzzes I'm Tim as Dr. Frank-n-furter in The Rocky Horror Picture Show,which Tim Curry are you? by Clicks and Buzzesokay so i cheated a little on that last one... Sat, 26 Dec 2009 01:40:23 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456164 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456163 hyoudentai quizzies I'm "Me fail English? That's unpossiible!" Which Ralph Wiggumism are You? by CaB. I'm Gruffi Bear, which Gummi Bear are you? by Clicks and Buzzes I'm Tim as Dr. Frank-n-furter in The Rocky Horror Picture Show,which Tim Curry are you? by Clicks and Buzzesokay so i cheated a little on that last one... Sat, 26 Dec 2009 01:38:40 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456163 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456159 hyoudentai quizzies I'm "Me fail English? That's unpossiible!" Which Ralph Wiggumism are You? by CaB. I'm Gruffi Bear, which Gummi Bear are you? by Clicks and Buzzes I'm Tim as Dr. Frank-n-furter in The Rocky Horror Picture Show,which Tim Curry are you? by Clicks and Buzzesokay so i cheated a little on that last one... Sat, 26 Dec 2009 01:35:14 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456159 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456156 hyoudentai quizzies I'm "Me fail English? That's unpossiible!" Which Ralph Wiggumism are You? by CaB. I'm Gruffi Bear, which Gummi Bear are you? by Clicks and Buzzes I'm Tim as Dr. Frank-n-furter in The Rocky Horror Picture Show,which Tim Curry are you? by Clicks and Buzzesokay so i cheated a little on that last one... Sat, 26 Dec 2009 01:34:04 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=456156 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=455556 hyoudentai so my mom woke me up at 8 this morning, and i was a cranky girl with an attitude. im sorry that's just what happens when i don't get quite enuf sleep. that's fine though, i'll catch up later. and i had promised myself i'd get up a little earlier today anywya, which is why i planned to be in bed by midnight, but that ended up not happening *snrk* when does it ever? i think im going to start planning to go to sleep at 3am, that way, maybe i'll be asleep by midnight. haha.so yeah, my mom asked me if i'd already made flight reservations for myself. and i told her that i had, with her credit card naturally, and this upset her. so she called and had them cancelled. *sigh* she says, she thinks it would be better if she and i drove! but she has to get the weekend, and the 2 days after that off if she's going with me! that'll never happen. this is the same bullshit she pulled with me last time *frowns* stupid bitch. i hate my family. blargh.jesus, i may have to wait until the summer to get back there. which i guess might be better for me overall, becuz i just started counseling and that's a terrible environment anyway. yeah...we'll see where things go..love,jessica"so you leave and i can't believe all the bullshit that i find, heavy is the head that wears the crown"~limp bizkit Thu, 24 Dec 2009 22:40:25 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=455556 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=454899 hyoudentai these are for aurorahehee...i luvs you aurora! and you have email!-jess- Wed, 23 Dec 2009 22:06:33 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=454899 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=454284 hyoudentai wow, i just woke up a few minutes ago. but before i get into any writings of importance, first i want to apologize to dave for leaving so abruptly last night. i think i said goodbye at least but i don't really remember, my daddy got up and noticed the computer on so i had to immediately turn it off so he would think he was seeing things and not yell at me and take my internet away from me. cuz that would make me cry. so yeah im sorry babe. i'll talk to you tonight, hopefully. so yeah, i just woke up. the funny thing is, i've been babysitting since 8. *snicker* yeah, it's great. im such a bum. BUM BUM BUM....anyway!im feeling pretty okay today. i have to call Luis tonight after he gets out of school. i hope my parents will let me go down there this weekend. i don't know if that's going to be possible or not. i really feel like i owe it to his mom and to Luis and to Mikey and their whole family to be down there, since i couldn't go for his brother's funeral. and that i still feel guilty about. *Sigh* he called and called and begged for me to come see him. and i never did. i can't help but sort of feel some guilt and responsibility for this whole mess...-jess- Tue, 22 Dec 2009 21:23:37 +0000 http://ourstory.com/thread.html?t=454284